Alrighty,,

So its been like a month since i last posted something..I'm slackin horribly! lol
Haven't been up to much really, just skool h.w. and girls,,lol
lets elaborate on the last part. Girls. they are the most complicated,confusing,weird,beautiful,funny,and cute things ever created.
lol Yea i kno i just contradicted myself but W.E! :PP
They just seem to piss me off, lol why is it that when a guy [like me], isnt having any type of association with a girl for like 2 months there aren't anyy girls to be found that are single or looking or watever, lol..

BUT THE SECOND i start talking to one, they all come left and right flying at me like theres no tomorrow! WTF!! lol theres only one me you kno! go try to get with someone else! i cant handle all of this pressure lol from not knowing what you want to being soo sure you do that never wanna hang up the phone !

lol now dont get me wrong i'm no player,ladies man, or watever u might wanna call me im just Sabastian, and thats all i can be. but w.e. go ahead and categorize me, ppl seem to like doing that these days anyways.

And one more thing, If you know me, you know i absolutely LOVE vans, i fiend for them lol so let me be, dont judge me because i'm not the usual "sneakerhead" or "jordan freak" your used to..If you were to actually get to kno me, you'd probly be one of those chicks that are trying to talk to me or w.e,, lol ppl these days are so afraid of change that they'd rather stay with wats hurting them instead of trying sumthing differen, it just shows how immature and close-minded they are.

Egh, what has society come to. lol
I'm glad my life is good though, filled with laughter and making ppl laugh [especially girls]

uhm, one of these cuties need to text me..I'm bored lol

Hilarious but true,,


You can NEVER cheese too much,
;D
-Sabastian

i love being soo different.

okay okay okay so,, two things:

1. i support breast cancer,,i support every cancer but we were told to wear pink since it was support breast cancer day, i'm the one with the tie :



2. Apparently anyone who wears a bandanna is affiliated with a gang, so i decided to throw up some gang signs. MY WAY. lol :


You can NEVER cheese too much,
;D
-Sabastian

My life is an infinite playlist.

Went to the movies last night with sam and kimbo! lol
;]]

Finally saw nick and nora's infinite playlist, it was pretty good very funny.

and yea, umm sum pics will be up soon your gonna love my cool outfit!


oh and i wore pink to support breast cancer yesterday,, gotta give props to my fellow cancer survivors,, ;D



You can NEVER cheese too much,
;D
-Sabastian

I like hugs. lol

So today was pretty good, rainy but good..
went back to school and received many hugs, from people who noticed i was gone lol
:]

Stood up super late last night watching Def Poetry Jam on youtube..
and i usually dont curse but I FUCKING LOVE POETRY, im not so good at writing it but i love hearing it..matter of fact heres a poem i wrote while going through a hard time in life, yea i know its a stereotype for poems to be about love or sadness but i was just expressing my feelings at the time (and no im not insane!), well here it is:

Sense
By: Me ;]]


Sense of what it can be,
And what it would be
If you were to step into
My life and run in my shoes.
And do what I do.
Sense.

I sense the paper in front of me,
But somehow it's not there
Kind of like I'm expressing my feelings
Straight into the polluted air.
Sense.

I wish to sense life,
I feel as if I'm crazy,
Like an unstable tower
Moving and swaying.
Sense.

I have looked to sense something
But everything's blank like I'm blind.
My brain has got my heart stuck in
Some sort of internal bind.
At times I wonder if I'll ever get out
And be able to feel,
That sense.
The sense that is,
Of sanity.


well there it is,, lol hope whoever reads it likes it, theres probably only like two people who read this blog anyway but idc, lol ;P

heres another video i loved from last night,,this one is really cool and really makes you think about music these days:




You can NEVER cheese too much,
;D
-Sabastian

OMG!

THIS GUY IS A FREAKING GENIUS!!



You can't EVER cheese too much,
;D
-Sabastian

Appendix? Who needs it! :D

So last week was definitely pretty shocking,,my stomach was bothering me tuesday evening and all of wednesday, didnt go to the doctor or should i say e.r. until 3 am thursday morning, to find out that my appendix was gonna explode. lol my thoughts "Great!" ...

It was taken out that same day and i was home form the hospital friday night, which sucked cause i missed 2 days of school, and i HATE make-up work.. but hey as long as i dont have bile floating around in my abdomen im GOOD. :D

my weekend was ok, laid back like always, just hung out with my amiga sam, shes the best ;D

today i went to gainesville to get some shots i needed and now my arms hurt..i kno what your thinking "What a baby!" but umm last time i checked you ddnt get SIX subcutaneous and intermuscular shots into your right and left arm so i think you should "STFU" :P

lol

umm i was watching def poetry jam on the tube and loved this one,,
i really agree with this guy,


You can't EVER cheese too much,
;D
-Sabastian

You Better Cheese Like ODEE.

So theres this girl.
Shes really beautiful.
Shes a very smart individual. a future c.s.i.
She has plans for her future and no one can stand in the way.
Shes super easy to get along with, very laid back and she has a great sense of humor.
Did i mention that she was smart AND beautiful??
Shes not in the greatest of moods right now, but i just want to let her kno {since she reads my blog}
that im here to listen, comfort and make her happy for as long (or short) as she needs.

Oh her name is what your wondering right?
Maria

definition- noun, a girl who tends to be smart, beautiful, cute, sexy, huggable, kissable, touchable, lovable, and funny ;]

i looked that up in the "Sabastianary"!
it even contained a picture of what a Maria looks like:



;D
You can NEVER cheese too much.
-Sabastian